a story in progress

I used to think as long as I know what I want in life and if I am willing to work for it..Than everything else should fall in its respectively place..Even failure or sucess can be pre-determined..Nothing would be out of its place..In fact,I have been runing life on this principal as long as I could remember..

But..At the end..Somehow..Someway..Things didn't turn out the way it was expected..The way I calculated and pre-determined..No doubt the result was unavoidable..But..I thought I could accept things as it is..

The truth is that..I couldn't..Uncertainty will always be there..No matter how hard I tried to convince myself.. Ever looking for reasons to cloak myself..Yet ultimately..The fool is me and it is me alone who shall bear it..