a story in progress

Reached home bout 5 something in the evening..So very,very tired..Yet went and do something stupid..
Went jogging around my the park..But somehow I felt much better after doing so..So yea, to all those people out there..Exercising is indeed proven to be able to help ease your daily stress and worries..Well, at least in my case that is..

Almost everyday now gotta stay back at school till late afternoon or even sometimes till evening..But guess its worth every one bit of it rite?Any way today during the debate rehersal time Mr Flethcer couldn't make it..But it return Gopi was with us and acted as the judge,jury and executioner..To be honest having him with us today was really a good thing..You gotta give him credit for knowing what his doing and his experience as a debater really proves to be of an aset..Its like those moments in life where you put everything you have into it..Surely it would be glad to know all of that hasn't gone to waste..No matter how small the sense of accomplishment may be..Nevertheless it made the whole process worthwhile rite?Guess thats one of human's basic nature..Where everyone want at least some regconition for their work..

Another eventfully event today gotta be the 1st meeting for the English Language Society..The society this year has juz undergo what-one-would-call as leadership reshuffling..Pn Liew has taken over the role of Pn Selvarani as the society advisor..Though its suppose to be a reason to rejoice but yet..In some strange and unexpected way..It proves to be something on the contray..There were so many reasons to greive upon..So many reasons to be mad and angry upon..But on this very meeting itself..None of this feelings were there..What scares me the most is the hollowness that suddenly were felt myself inside me..I guess none of this really make any sense to me or to anyone else for that matter..But one thing for sure is that..


"It's an odd thing to look back at the world, to watch those in each of his own way, so brave, so determine and so very,verydesperate - desperate to venture out, but afraid of what he'll miss when he goes; desperate to get everything he wants, even when he is not exactly sure of what that is; desperate for life to be perfect again, although he realises it never really was; desperate for a better future, if he can find a way to escape his past. Sadly, that's just not the way life works, not everyone gets a happy ending."